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To want to die in a horrible accident rather than face another day? What do you do when it hurts so much to be alive that you would rather not wake up ever again than face another day? You think about ending your life and the guilt overcomes you so badly that you feel like a monster. Even considering the only way you can think of to stop the pain seems wrong because you realize the truth of the fact that suicide does not end the pain- it just transfers it to those around you.
Then you feel like there really is no way out- living life feeling the pain you feel every minute of the day seems impossible but unleashing that pain on others seems equally impossible and you suddenly feel more trapped than ever before in your life. Somewhere in the midst of that despair comes forth an idea.
What if I kill myself in such a way that it looks like an accident? Maybe they do not realize it but they would be better off without me anyway.
Maybe it is life insurance to end the financial troubles, maybe it is because our moods and depression or anger and outburst make those around us hurt already. It might be in our mind if we were gone then the wife or husband could meet a better person be more able to provide for the kids, or the parents would not have to support you and worry anymore.
These and thoughts like these have probably gone through your head many times if you found your way here and are reading this. They all have occurred to me many times in the last few years since I got sick.
The reason they are in your head might be different — financial problems, loneliness, divorce, break up, abuse, alcoholism, addiction, mental illness, hundreds of possibilities or even just horrible soul killing depression without any specific cause you can point to as a reason but it does make them any less real or easier to deal with.
There is a very good chance you have spent a lifetime of holding it in and keeping the real truth a secret- so making suicide look like an accident would just be the same as that fake smile you put on to go to work or school every day.
Just the next and final lie you say to try to protect others from your pain and yourself from facing the truth. The hard part of all this is remembering- it never really did do any good to put on that fake smile.
It may work for some or in some situations, but it did not for you because here you are still looking for a way to make the pain stop and still looking for a way to make it look like it was never there.
Just like the fake smile did not make the pain stop for you — it just made it harder for others to see, making suicide look like an accident does not stop the pain on others, just makes it harder for people to understand why they hurt so much. They still feel or know that something was wrong and still have no way to ever fix that- simply to live forever with it unresolved.
It is not stopping the pain, it is you deciding how much pain they should feel or that you are okay with causing them. How many times in your life when thinking of others, truly thinking of others- do you start bargaining and negotiating how much pain it is okay to lay on another person?
And still think what you are doing is a righteous or good thing? The real truth is all suicides are accidents.
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